It's because I can't go to my Xanga with my computer...

but then...when i look back to that diary..
the things that happened in the past ...just one year ago..
However, it seems a thousand years ago
the things that i have written ... is far far away from me now
everything changed .
including our "love"...
You and me also did.
A really special feeling when I get back to this old diary
And start to think "am i foolish in the past"
or " am I become more clever now"
the answer may not be like that ..
but just " I have been grown up in the passing of time"
I think I have been found out the meaning of my life...
and i will move forward to my targets step by step ...
until success .

"no one can control my emotion"
You used to be the only one
but  you are not suppose to be now.