last nite , vicky called me says she want to go to club ask me if i am interestning to go with her ! in the sudden , i am not interesnting at all , but i realize why not ?? i have no bf now ! i can do anything i want ! so i quickly call her again told her i d love  to go with her ! than here is the story

when we got there , so crowed tere ! many people damce and drink , loud music as usual , i quickly order the drink for my friends than sit next to  the bar , actually i dont have good mood to ask someone talk to me . i just want the place look at the perosn and just have drink . but the man some si8t next to me and try to fix his i-pod , but i think  he was drunk so i  told him i can help if he need , but he says its ok , than we start talking . he is nice looking guy but actually i am not interesting him at all . i saw many girls eyes stay on him , but wear , he just stay with me even i went to the bathroom , he stay outside wait for me and try to keep me away from the other man , i am kida angry actually but i am too lazy to fight ! waht ever ! i will have many chance anyway but not today !  so i let him keep protect me and clean the fly around me , haha !! i dont have to talk to him inly if i want . but when my frineds says they want leave i see his eye says he dont want  let me go , okey ! fine for me if there havesomeone can drive me home than there is no pro , and he says ok ! so i stay there , after my friends left , he try to interduce so many frineds to me than i met the boss who owns the culd , and he told me so many secretary kida interesting ! now i met "bad people " and "boss " which is those people never have chance to show up in my life , because we have different life style but i am glade to know these people and talked to them . i can learn and know many things from them , somehow darkside !

than , i met the forenger woman who from canada , she can speak  very good chinese , so i encourage her to use chinese to talk to me , she loves it , so we practice a lots chinese last nite , than we talk baout all the forenger in taiwan , she saids  forenger man in taiwan loves taiwanese woman , why ??? because easy to fuck ! yes ! and some stuip taiwanese woman loves forenger man because owman can show up , they love to show they are different than the other woman , even those man treat them like shit ! they still enjoy with it ! but how about westen woman in taiwan ???  she saids no one want to love them also they are diffcult to find lover in taiwan , why ?? because all goubges westen man all love taiwan woman , and taiwan man cant speak english and shy to ask westen woman to be their gf ! so those poor westen woman become lony and no one can love , but i findout actually they are more strong than the man ! ( i mean mind and heart ) . its diffcult to live in another total different country , have to look after self try to meet friend and keep life balance but without man  and no one helps . i likewestem woman more than westen man in taiwan ! i have to give them hands for these ! westen woman i recept u ! than i ask her what she do , she says she teach in xx school ! i am surprised because i have a friend also work there , so i quick told her my friends name , what a small word she kno0w him as well , and today its his birthday thats why they come out for the party ! and actuall he did show up and go to him and he saws me , thats nice feel when u havent talk  with someone and u met him / her in some place , actually he is my ex best friend in taiwan , but when myex go back we didnt comunicate that offen .so when he ask me hows my life going  i told him we break up , surprised him a lot because he keep on says he though we will be together forever , thats what i though too but thing cant never go the way we except for ! anyway , we left the number and msn , hope can talk more after today !

till 5 am , i think its time to go home  after i talked with so many people ! "bad man " " boss " " westen woman "  "old friends "i think its a great nite that i cn go out and try to talk and met new friend, but trouble comeing ! that man i met in the club still stay with me  dont wanna me to go , i says him i am tired but he start act like kids he keep onm says he likes me a lot want me with him ????? well , ..i really dont know how to say ?? because we just meet ! and he been jeriouswhen i am talking with the other man ! and  want to fight with another man ?? !!! whats that ! i dopnt like toruble ! i just want ot quickly run away for this ! anyway ! i use 2 hrs to talk to him , i will give hime the chance but i dont want to have bf now ! 2 hrs ! i am so tired to talk to anypeople anymore ! godsh ! man aretrouble ! i am start to affraid to talk with men  !!!