October 27, 2008
clemence1 在天空部落發表於
2008-10-27 23:53:55
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27/10
Year: 2008
Age: 19
Emotion: Despair
It is now 23:53.
Wish me a Happy Birthday.
P.S. with birthday remembrance
Today, is my 19th birthday.
At 00:06, I received a birthday blessings from NET friends.
Surprised, and really happy.
Then, sleep.
Until morning.
Received a call from schoolmate, woke up.
Received serval messages from friends.
"Happy Birthday"
Smile.
And thanks.
Start of a new day, continue my work.
First to school, then classes.
Keep receiving messages from schoolmates and friends.
On my way to restaurant, receiving no calls.
Wait until 19:00, none of them shown up.
Return home disappointedly,
Having my dinner, and continue my work.
Without a word.
from them.
Till the midnight bell ring again.
And now,
it's 00:06, a new day begins.
Goodbye, my 19th birthday.
I will try not to forget it. I hope so.
With all my emotions.
Birthday Remembrance
Wish me a Happy Birthday.
Two words.
I just need them.
JUST Blessings
--- from others.
Nothing more.
More, is extra.
I dont want any presents or gifts, but that two words.
Well, honestly, I want to have a dinner with all of them together.
And that's all.
However, this is an extra, that can be cancel definitely.
Not a big deal.
Yet, I receive nothing.
Not a word from them.
Is that my request too hard that cannot be done?
Or just you dont want to do it.
--- Now, I dont want to know the answer. It just explaination.
What has happened happens. What done cannot be undone.
Therefore,
ask me no more.
I really feel DISAPPOINTED.
3 years.
I cannot stand it.
And it's time to put it into an end.
3 years. 1095 days.
Not a word from you guys, but friends.
How many years since we known each other?
At least 10 years.
But I only know my friends not more than 7.
Yet, you guys dont even show that you care.
So, you show me nothing but asking me in return
Do you really know your position?
No PAY, NO GAIN
Rules in this world.
I SHOULD return to my position, and do what I suppose to do
few years ago.
Although it's not a happy birthday,
it meant a lot for me.
Such a memorable day.
The LAST time,
Wish me a Happy Birthday.
And wishes come true.
