「別生父母的氣也別跟他們記恨，畢竟他們會一天一天老去」
這種勸告為人子女的話不少人都會講

所以我活該承受這一切嗎

有誰能想到當年傷害造成時，我只是個還在長大的孩子

Forgiveness is so damn hard.

don't freak out, i'm just listing them that's all ><




1. Alan Jackson--Right on the Money
2. Selyne Maia--Things that Make You You
3. Daniel Bedingfield--If You're Not the One
4. Garth Brooks--To Make You Feel My Love
5. James Taylor--I Will /Alison Krauss
6. Alison Krauss--Baby, Now That I've Found You
7. Adrina Thorpe--Did You Think
8. James Taylor--Everyday
9. James Taylor--How Sweet It Is to Be Loved by You
10. Monica--For You I Will
11. Phil Collins--True Colors
12. All You Need Is Love
13. Oliver James--Long Time Coming
14. Marc Cohn--I Hope That I Don't Fall In Love with You
15. Jason Mraz--Sleep All Day
16. Jack Johnson--Banana Pancakes

it's complicated.
how to and how not to, that is the question
can I or can I not, that is the deal
to do or not to do, that is the decision...

怎麼作，是個問題
能不能作，是條件
要不要作，是決定...

還真的很久沒有做這種夢了

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常常夢到自己在百貨公司裡迷路...
怎麼搭電梯怎麼爬樓梯就是找不到出口 好累好累
然後 所有的焦慮不安都結束 因為我醒了...
這種夢到底有什麼涵義?困惑.....

我以前怎麼寫得出這種東西= =

now the world means blah to me. just blah.
it doesn't feel right when I wake up
it doesn't feel right when I go to class
It doesn't feel right when I have lunch
It doesn't feel right when I come back
it doesn't feel right when I knock on these keyboards
reading articles and surfing the net
I couldn't feel I'm living my life. I couldn't.
coz everything is blah.
they sound like blah, they look like blah, they feel like blah,
they taste like blah. It's damn filled with blah. And I'm drowning.
yeah, I'm drowining...but tell u what, I'm just gonna let it happen.
I have feelings, I have thoughts, I have words, but they're all blah.
it's blah that only I can understand. ...Or can I?
nah, just let it blah its way to the very end
where all blah stop being blah. no more blah.

I've been struggling between hurting and not hurting ppl
being hurt and not being hurt
looking bad and not looking bad
making them look bad and not making them look bad
all my life.....
Does it hurt? You call that pain?

以前寫的。

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got so much to write about, but don't have enough time
i hate this sometimes...

saturday has become sacred saturday.
my gosh.
can i have 48 hours a day please...
i'm not those who just wanna fool around doing nothing
i've got so much i wanna do for god's sake
argh, gotta go to bed now. night

你值得美好。
不要擔心，把你的福氣都擔心掉了

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