YUE chan

lols so yeah.. i'm finally back on this blog again.. i figure i should actually use proper english this time since there've been complaints. not that anyone would actually come back to this blog, but i guess it just makes typing easier for myself... i guess i should really use english properly, it's kind of scary to see how horrible my english has become in the span of the 3 years i've been in poly. life's been rough these days. or so i think. at least to me it's been rough. i'm really beginning to doubt myself more and more and i really don't know if i'm sitting on the fence between depression and sanity.

i feel less and less sane, and yet life never fails to amaze and intrigue me. haha i don't know what i just said, it's like using big words just to feel smart, but in the end it's pure rubbish, and i get proven without a doubt to be a total idiot. life's static now. just staying at home, watching tv, using my laptop, going to NTUC or giant. it's pretty much like that. oh and dance is once a week now...
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so yeah, i haven't updated in the longest time, not that anyone'd notice, but yeah, i'd kinda like to keep this blog kinda alive...

just saw some stuff that just tore me... like i kinda expected it and yet i didn't want it to be true? i dunno. i really wish i could have someone... anyone... then again i don't really want anyone coming in and messing with my life... it's messed up enough as it is already, i don't need it any worse.

wanna help, don't wanna help.
wanna die, don't wanna die.
wanna tell, don't wanna tell.
wanna cry, don't wanna cry.

screw it.
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yeah.. MIAed for awhile alrd, and so here i am again..

been getting depressed lately, and freaked karms and another friend out.

anyway, work's been going great, but i'm really hating myself for smth i did... not that it's bad or illegal, just that... i hate the way everything turned out and all... i'm glad most of it was forgotten, but i'll srsly not know... haiz.

anyway, lazy to post updates for everyday here alrd, but of course i'll still update once in awhile.
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haha nvr thought the day would come whr i'd long to do work... well i don't exactly long for it, but i'm kinda hating the feeling of not having anything to do now... xD
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so as the title suggests, i am WAAYYY lazy. xD so i'll just cut & paste everything here. xD happy reading.

2010 04 01 1619 hrs:

haven't been able to update my blog these past 2 days, stupid connection or wtv... =+= anyway, had lunch at astons with boss, rachael, ryan & shane.. i had salmon spaghetti and soup. it was ok.. after i came back i got to work on the amway rally 2010, and cos shane needed it by tmr, i got so scared i OTed till 2030-ish to finish the part i was doing... didn't get it done till this aft, but at least i did it! i mean.. i kinda finished within the time given. x3

boss asked me wht i learnt today during lunch: i said i learnt how to use avid liquid. then he asked me wht i learnt ystd...
me: i... can't... rmb?
boss: whut?? ask me the qn. come on, ask me!
me: huh?? O_O wht qn?
boss: ask me wht i learnt ystd.
me: ookkk... wht did u learn ystd?

boss went on to mention smth abt a screen costing only 800 but desmond renting/selling it for 3.000? and then he asked me to ask him wht he learnt ystd... so i asked. and his reply was tt he learnt tt if u take a cab to resorts world u can take the escalator straight up to the convention centre...

me: O_O ookkkk...
boss: thr's smth to be learnt everyday!
me: @_@

yeah.. pretty much wht happened ystd.

today i came in at 0900 to start working on the file... unfortunately, cos i didn't transfer e files overnight, i tried using boss's harddrive to transfer the 26.3 GB file frm nas to my com... the mac just showed error, and the windows coms wldn't let me transfer the file saying tt thr wasn't enough storage space... thr was a whole stupid 165 GB left and i was only trying to transfer 26.3 GB. sheesh. *haiz*

anyway, today i learnt a few shortcuts for avid liquid. Q and W in place of left and right arrows to jump to the ends of cuts. i also learnt how to edit sound in avid liquid and exporting.

kekeke i've learnt quite a bit today! x3

gonna run off at 1800 sharp. xD mummy wants me home early for dinner so we can head off to church tgt for maundy thursday service. eeks!!! i almost forgot we were washing each others' feet!!! O_O

gd luck to the guys man. xP like srsly...
kekeke okie shall do work now, looking for pics for a background design...
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kekeke yeah... so i did end up eating lunch.. xD had dumpling noodles, took FOR-E-VER!!! like srsly... haha anyway, i'm feeling pretty stupid now, cldn't figure out the bloody avid liquid so imma gonna research when i get home so hopefully i'll be able to use it tmr to do the editing... *sheesh*.
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yeah, as the title suggests, i haven't had lunch.. by the looks of it, i don't think i'll be having it either.. oh well, good way to lose weight!! xD went for my checkup ystd, don't really like my new doctor... hmmm... oh well. not like i can choose. all i can do is work hard to lose weight so my asthma gets better and i don't have to see her again. xP
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yay!! no work tmr...today!! xD got doc's appointment so told boss and he graciously let me take the whole day off! xD *muahahahahaha*

lols anyway, a week has passed by just like that... it's way fast! O_O and before i know it, i'll be 20 too...

not sure if i should laugh or cry, just hope it goes well i guess....
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still another 10 mins or so before we leave for the nxt location, so i'll just update on the morning's happenings first...
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having another shoot at 1630 at NUS, will have to leave at 1600.
anyway, haven't updated abt the last 2 days, so here goes i guess....

2010 03 24, wednesday: today was... uneventful. well at least for the morning lah. had nth to do and stoned my morning away checking allkpop and stuff... anyway after lunch i was grateful for some work to do and passed time doing some simple stuff in ps... had to replicate an iPhone msg screen. tt took me quite long cos i had to find the right pics to ref from, some were just too pixelated to do anything... but managed to finish it (w/o txt cos i didn't receive any txt) by the end of the day. :)

have a shoot tmr, starting at 8 and have to meet boss at bishan mrt at 0745.... *DREAD*.... sighs i have to wake up arnd 5 or 6. curses. sighs. anyway compiling some scripts for tmr and the day after...

end!
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